Reflections

Coming into the last week of November I am and have been finding myself behind and/or lacking in the creative and art sectors of my life.

I find myself missing those aspects of my life and wondering what I can do to accentuate their presence within me in a stronger sense once again.

I realize one proactive step I can take is to be aware of & take note of the times that are more appropriate for creative thinking and planning.

I left the house and headed to a cafe for a change in scenery and the hope I may be able to do a bit of writing. In a bit of an anxious state I forgot my notebook which is usually my best friend when I go out and into a public setting on my own.

I don't have fears of going out alone as much as I like to keep busy during that time frame. My notebook so helps me during those times as I can jot my thoughts there as they come and go.

Often, when I don't have my notebook or take the time to write, the thoughts simply vanish.

I didn't realize quite how overcast it had become when I left the house.

I find myself wondering if I will complete my morning goals and make it home again before the rain.

I hope so as I have electronic devices with me that really can't get wet.

As I've been spending more time with a focus on finances..., saving & trying to wrap my mind around some sort of long term goal, I've not made as many efforts to work on art projects and have creative thoughts . I don't think I need to go overboard to make up for lost time, I think it would be enough to begin to put a little more focus on my artistic journey and the positive impacts it has had on my mental health and well being over the past few years.

I have been grateful to observe a relatively warm November here in Calgary. It has seemed as though after every snowfall so far this season, a wonderful Chinook has followed.