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Mind a mile a minute.

Unable to process a fitting title for this post.

There are not always the perfect words for feelings.

Feelings can be so complicated in such a grand variety of ways.

We build ourselves up so high and then watch ourselves fall from such great heights.

Could be the music I picked.....

Although, in this moment I enjoy the melancholy sounds it provides.

Could be the mood.

The days not been as smooth as others.

I miss those days in this moment., The smooth ones.

There were these times.... It's hard to explain the perfection of those moments.... So ultimate.

So perfect.

It was real.

I felt it with my hands and I saw it with my eyes and I tasted it with my lips.

The feelings and memories linger.

Could be the weather...

The ongoing days of coldness have me chilled to the bone. I have a heater projected at my feet while I write this which is making me feel warm and cozy.

I love my little portable heaters, they keep me so nice and warm on the cooler days.

I spent the afternoon mostly in my own company.

Penny greeted me often with her playful and soulful presence.

I have so appreciated her soft and gentle company.

Not just today but on all the days I have been able to have her here with me.

The words came slowly.

Time past while I stare at this draft, letting thoughts come and go... sorting, sifting, reflecting.